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Littlefoot, I can't believe I am about to celebrate a birthday and I am finally almost finished with Chemo and spring is in the air. I miss you so much, and feel awful for being out of touch with my new firnds. I was just looking at pictures of your newphews and of Elle what beautiful children! I just miss being apart of everyones life I guess and I just have been missing you a lot too! Life is crazy with so many changes someing and I feel you watching over me, and feel your strength and support cause its been a horrible year! But I ma hanging tough my sweet and I miss you like crazy baby! Kisses to you and to all my friend down in OC.. I miss you and think of you often. My prayers thoughts and heart are with you all. Love Tilley! Tillamook forever
Tilley <Tilleytime@yahoo.com>
CA USA

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I can't help but think of Paul right now. I am in the process of putting a new motor in my old Suburban and am running into some obstacles. Paul would be the first one laughing at me and calling me a fool for not just buying a new car and giving up on restoring mine. It's amazing how much you can miss his cynical comments. By the way, he would also be the fist one there to lend a helping hand.
Keith
USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 at 10:34:20 (PST)

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Littlefoot, Happy New Year! I can't believe its 2005. It was so hard not looking to the phone at new year to see what crazy text message or phone call I would recieve from you like last year! I missed you so much and I really felt you there regardless. Thinking of you, help me this new year keep all my resolutions! Love tilley
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
USA - Monday, January 03, 2005 at 12:00:23 (PST)

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Littlefoot, Happy New Year! I can't believe its 2005. It was so hard not looking to the phone at new year to see what crazy text message or phone call I would recieve from you like last year! I missed you so much and I really felt you there regardless. Thinking of you, help me this new year keep all my resolutions! Love tilley
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
USA - Monday, January 03, 2005 at 12:00:02 (PST)

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paul- its been a while since i wrote. i honestly just feel i still talk to you everyday. when elle wakes early, i blame you. when elle acts out, i blame you. don't ask why, its just the first thought that comes to mind. i really hope this year is easier on all our friends. without you here, i don't know how they could handle another tragedy. you are still a huge part of our lives in more ways then one. thank you for giving us the friendship we have with keith, jen and parker. they have become part of our family and friends as much as you were. and you were right, elle and parker were ment to be. love, kel
kelly piercey <kpiercey@cox.net>
nb, ca USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 17:15:20 (PST)

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Happy New Year Paulie. I am going to miss spending this holiday with you. We had a blast last year! It was so funny listening to you and Kelly argue over how to use the broiler:) Miss and love you!!!
Michelle
USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 12:41:58 (PST)

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Hi Paul. I had a dream that I got to spend one more day with you. I was telling you how much we all missed you and how hard it's been... but I was filled with relief because you were there listening with a big smile on your face. Now that I'm awake I miss you more than ever. I thought I was past all this but I guess I'm not. I miss you Paul!
Shannon
USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 11:12:29 (PST)

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Hey Hun! Just wanted to wish you and your family a Very Merry Christmas!!!! I love and miss you so much. I want to thank you for still being with me and fulfilling that "void" in my heart. (I'm sure, you know what I am talking about.)Not a day, not a moment, not a second goes by that I don't think of you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxI love you. To Jen and Keith; Merry Christmas, and Congratulations on your second bundle of joy. It's another boy!!!!!!! :)
Lizzie
USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 at 14:16:43 (PST)

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Merry Christmas Paul! I am sure you have seen what a special little gift Baby #2 has been so far - coming to us when we least expected it but needed a little ray of happiness the most! We keep joking that you "must know someone" up there that got us to the front of the pregnancy line. Last night there was so much excitement here as we found out "it" was a boy!! We know you were right here with us, sharing that moment with the family. We are so excited to have Parker and this little one running around together, you will be putting in overtime as their guardian angel!! We hope you have been coaching baby #2 on how to be a loving and caring younger brother like you! Thanks for watching over us - we love you so much!
Jen and Keith
USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 at 07:47:52 (PST)

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Hey Punkin! I have been dreaming a lot about you lately!!! You seem to come into them the most when I am in need of a friend and I just wanted to thank you. My friend Mustafa was in a car accident this past week and I got one of those phone calls that has been all to common for me this year. :( I went to visit him in the hospital and immediately started to choke up as I walked down the hall to his room. I couldn't bare to see another friend lying on a hospital bed... I am pretty sure you know the accident I am talking about; it was a nine car pile up on the five freeway at 2am just a few days ago. One man was killed and the others involved, including "Moose," surivived. He has two broken ankles and a few minor cuts and bruises...Whoa, that was crazy- he just called... Anyway, I just wanted to talk to you and say hello, Happy Holidays, and as Romie would say "Merrrdy New Year!" xoxo-your girl, Lizzie
Lizzie
USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 at 12:36:59 (PST)

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Christmas won't be the same without you Paul. You made my Christmas Day so special last year. Miss and love you.
Cara <cara_mungo@neimanmarcus.com>
CA USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 11:22:25 (PST)

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Merry Christmas littlefoot! I miss you so much and i think of you all the time! I am sure you are running everywhere with mistletoe, using that Pauly charm... i love you and merry Christmas to all the Awad family and the friends in the OC! Tilley loves you all and is thinking of you!
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 10:37:36 (PST)

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Merry X-mas to you and your family Paul.
Philip
USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 at 22:16:35 (PST)

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Always at the top of the Xmas card list. I'll miss sending out the random silly card. Xoxo.
Cathy <Chattaycathay@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 at 17:40:40 (PST)

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxjust wanted to give my favorite guy a bunch of kisses!!! i love and miss you!
lizzie
USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 at 18:05:08 (PST)

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miss u a bunch paul. this is the first time iv gotten the balls to actually write something to u. it sucked not seeing u on thanksgiving and im really gonna miss u on christmas. i remember when my bro and i gave u the fake 10,000 doller winning scratcher a few christmas' ago, hahaha fooled u good. miss u lots
scott
lake forest, ca USA - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 01:34:44 (PST)

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Dear Uncle Paul - I missed you being at my 1st bday party...I know you were there with all of us though! It wasn't quite the "bash" you had planned - no pony rides, but the wonderful turnout of love from all our amazing family and friends was awesome...we sure do have some special people in our lives!!! Thanks for keeping the rain away too!! I love you so much!
Parker
USA - Sunday, December 05, 2004 at 09:09:41 (PST)

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Hey Pauly, just got back from Mammoth yesterday...it dumped 18" of powder and cleared up just long enough to get some great boarding in. I couldn't have asked for better conditions (your doing perhaps?)! ;-) Anyway, I saw JJ at the "GrizzlY Bar" and it reminded me of a year ago when we were all up there having the time of our lives. Happy Turkey Day and talk to you later!
Philip
Newport Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 at 10:32:25 (PST)

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"Gobble Gobble, you're in tttwable!" Boy do I have a list for you! I am thankful for... the day I met you; the time we spent together; the endless laughs (One night in particular comes to mind...I'll give you a hint... Denny's... you know, the night we spent flinging sugar packs across the room or into the ceiling fan with our spoons/and of course the slamming of the drink... WOW! who could ever forget that-- probablt eveyone but the two of us!!! You almost had me pee my pants :)!!! I miss your face so much. My life hasn't been the same without your hugs. Not one single moment in my life is complete unless you are there... thanks for showing up! You are my life's inspiration. I cannot imagine what life would have been without you in it! And still I feel your hands upon my shoulders when I need you the most. God truly created a beautiful gift the day he created you. You are and always will be the love of my life. You continue to teach me so many things and have helped me to forgive... Lately (the past five months) I have had such an enormous amount of weight lifted off of my shoulders because I have learned to love and to forgive... and I know you guided me here! And for that I am eternally grateful. Hugs and kisses to my favorite little turkey in the entire world! P.S. Razzy's back (but of course you already knew that!!!) i love you.
Lizzie
USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 at 13:29:38 (PST)

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Happy Thanksgiving Paul!! I am so thankful to have you in my life, you will always be such an important part of it!! Keith and I were laughing about the Thanksgiving weekend at the desert when you guys put on the garbage bags and slid down the hills on the golf course in the rain...always the jokers! You are doing a great job watching over Parker and your dad this week while we are in Costa Rica but we all miss you SO MUCH!! Lots of love always!
Jen
USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 at 08:30:11 (PST)

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Hello My dearest Littlefoot! Its 2 days to Thanksgiving and I was honestly thinking about all teh stress I have been under the past few weeks and how hard it has been. And I was thinking about Thanksgiving and what I was thankful for. I am so thankful that you were in my life and that my life is better because of you! I miss you so much, your smile your laugh and always you making fun of me. You are in my heart Littlefoot and happy thanksgiving to you and to all. Love you... Tilley
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 at 10:33:32 (PST)

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HI Babe..i havent been here in awhile-that first picture is still hard to see.i got off work late tonight and now i cant sleep. i have been thinking of you so much lately..i miss you and wish you were here to keep Parker entertained while i am away at school..i feel bad that i am not there doing the things i know you would be doing with him..i love you-watch over parker for me!
Stacey
USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 04:36:37 (PST)

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Hey my love- it's been a while. I think of you everyday of my life but when I went to Knott's "Scary Farm" with Shannon and friends not too long ago, I thought of you especially! I was a little emotional while I was there because last year you were my special date to my mother and associates annual "Haunt Party." It was your first time and I couldn't have paid enough money to see your reactions of the scary monsters running around... it was truly priceless!!! I laugh out loud to myself when I think of how much you jumped into my arms that night because you were so scared!!! Knowing you, in your own defense you would deny! deny! deny! and say that you were just doing that to get close to me. You little lady charmer you! Anyway, it is my b-day on Sunday and I will miss you dearly but somehow I know you'll be there, perhaps, for a shot or two! You know, Pauly, only four more years until we get married ("My Best Friends Wedding")!!! Oh wait it was your 28th birthday we were going to get married by... so technically we have a little over three years left!!! Then you are all mine!!! Ha ha ha. I love you pumpkin... oh, and would you help me find Razzie, she's been missing since Saturday. Thanks hun, xoxo. Lizzie.
Lizzie
USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 at 09:10:35 (PST)

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I wish you saw Parker last night. He was cutest Devil ever! Miss you Paul:)
Michelle
USA - Monday, November 01, 2004 at 09:32:27 (PST)

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Happy Halloween Paul! Just like Phil said, I woke up this morning thinking about your costume last year and started laughing! I remember how you came over in the morning and told us all the ideas you had for costumes- most of all, the "Jesus" from The Big Lebowski. Then you headed out to do your shopping, calling constantly to tell us what you had NOT found yet. Then around 5:00pm, you called from outside our door and said "close your eyes, I am coming in" - and here you came barging in with that huge ballerina outfit on! So hilarious! I know that the amazing uncle you are - you would have taken Parker to the pumpkin patch about 5 times already (the one you thought was so cool last year with rides and a petting zoo),probably would have got you two matching costumes and would have been the ring leader in taking him trick or treating. It makes me sad to think about what he misses out on without you here, especially just letting him know you love him! We know you will be there with us tonight as we take Elle and Parker out on their first trick or treating adventure together! Love you Paulie!
Jen
Costa Mesa, USA - Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 07:21:30 (PST)

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Happy Halloween Pauly...just remembering your costume from last year and it made me laugh at loud!
Phil <info@digimead.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 at 17:13:26 (PDT)

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Happy Halloween Paulie!!!!
Michelle
USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 at 16:36:35 (PDT)

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Thanks so much Cara!!! Could you please print it out for me... and we will just figure out a way for us to meet up... what are you up to this weekend ( i e-mailed you my number, give me a call :) ) xoxo
lizzie
USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 at 18:49:35 (PDT)

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Lizzie- The pic is digital but I will put it on ofoto for you. I can also print it out for you. Just remind me. Have a fabulous day.
Cara <cara_mungo@neimanmarcus.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 at 17:22:05 (PDT)

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Does anyone have the actual photo (or negative) from Paul's birthday??? Cara? Phil? I tried to print out the group photo but it didn't capture the whole thing and it wasn't in color... :(
Lizzie <lizcarey@walla.com>
USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 at 14:50:56 (PDT)

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Hi everyone I just wanted to log on here and say hi to pauly and sorry I missed your B-day party but I was thinking about you and missing very much, I still find it hard to get on this site and first thing see your picture but anyway I hope all is well for everybody and Pauly I love and miss you everyday
luke showalter <showalterconstruction@earthlink.net>
balboa island, ca USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 at 13:38:07 (PDT)

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Tilli- I thought of you today while I was grocery shopping with my Pops... He was looking for cheddar cheese to buy and grabbed the "TILLAMOOK" brand... I was laughing so hard to myself... my e-mail address is lizcarey@walla.com I check my e-mail almost everyday.... can't wait to hear from you... ps. what are you up to this weekend??? LOL!
Lizzie
USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 at 17:47:06 (PDT)

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Lizzie. I need your e-mail address girlie... Paulie a song came on today that just made me think of you and I shed a few tears baby! I look to the sky by Train! Think Paul everyday.. Love Tillamook
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 at 11:50:10 (PDT)

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It was awesome celebrating Paul's birthday with everyone! Paul - you will always that way of bringing everyone together for a good time! We love you!!!
Jen Awad
USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 22:01:36 (PDT)

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Tillamoooooooook!!!! I heard we had a great time... oh, lol... just kidding!!! You were hilarious!!! I still have our message that we left on my phone. LOL :) We must do it again!!!! ( four months today... is anyone going up there?)
Lizzie
USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 15:17:18 (PDT)

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Happy belated 25th birthday Paul! Sorry we missed your birthday. I heard everyone had a blast. Miss you!
Michelle
USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 09:44:47 (PDT)

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Whats up kids! So I think I have finally detoxed from Paul's birthday! I could barely see when I left the bar, the luck of the Irish and Littlefoot I made it home safely! Liz you kill me, I had a blast talking to you and Phil meeting you and the rest of the Group! The good times just keep on coming! Thank you Paulie. I love you.
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 at 14:00:15 (PDT)

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P.s. - That is an awesome group photo... thanks Cara!
Lizzie
USA - Saturday, October 09, 2004 at 18:07:54 (PDT)

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Wow! What an interesting night? To all of those who saw who I talked to that night at Muldoon's and know the story....I think they would agree that "Wow" pretty much sums that night up. Anyway, I know Paul would have been proud! Thanks for giving me the strength "PJ." I love you much!
Lizzie
USA - Saturday, October 09, 2004 at 17:47:19 (PDT)

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It was great seeing everyone last night, but I have a huge hangover from last night's Irish Carbombs. Guess I should "Thank Paul!" ;-) Happy b-day buddy!
Philip <info@digimead.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Friday, October 08, 2004 at 13:41:42 (PDT)

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Happy 25th Birthday!! I miss you so much. Love you!!!
jessica <jess4you@juno.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 15:08:20 (PDT)

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Happy Birthday Paul! I am in Florence thinking about you. I am also dedicating my 21st birthday on Saturday to you because I know you will help me get through the night.
Lindsey Pellow <Lindzy949yahoo.com>
Firenze, Italia - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 13:11:02 (PDT)

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Happy Birthday Angel. I had a great conversation with your mom last night that meant the world to me!!! I love you so very much and think of you every moment of my life. Today is your 25th birthday and I know you are up there having a blast with Carson and "Romie." xoxox-Lizzie P.s.-Rememeber it's our daughter Chevy's birthday on the tenth! :)
Lizzie
USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 12:30:09 (PDT)

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Happy 25th Birthday Littlefoot! Thinking of you and missing you so much Today and always! see you tonight. Love Tillamook
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 12:22:47 (PDT)

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Happy 25th Birthday Paul! I love you and miss you... Love, Ashley
Ashley <akirkley22@hotmail.com>
Newport Beach, Ca USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 12:02:00 (PDT)

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Pauly, wishing you a happy birthday! Thinking of you always! Love you, Alicia
Alicia Ward <alicia1279@yahoo.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 08:29:26 (PDT)

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Happy 25th Paul! I miss your smile and the way you always brighten up the day! I miss YOU! I love you!
Jen
USA - Thursday, October 07, 2004 at 06:57:59 (PDT)

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First and Foremost Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Showalter! What an incredible day to get married and many blessings and happiness to both of you! Paulie, your 25 birthday is in a couple days and I cannot wait to celebrate and see the gang. I ran into some old friends of yours last week while walking down the street on my way to class, I was wearing my Think Paul shirt and this man and his girlfriend approached me as I was walking by the restaurant Dough Boys one of our favorites and asked if that shirt was in reference to Paul Awad. Of course yes, and it appears this man worked on your car after the first accident! How much of a crazy world is that. He was very nice... and remembered you fondly! Of course. So all day thursday I thought about you as always my sweet! I miss you paul, see you on thursday!
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Monday, October 04, 2004 at 10:30:42 (PDT)

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Liz, I'll get you that keyboard. I'll see you guys up there on Thursday.
Philip <info@digimead.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 02, 2004 at 11:36:50 (PDT)

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Thanks-Keith! Phil-piece-i-need-to-get-that-keyboard!!!
Lizzie
USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 at 23:01:32 (PDT)

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Paul's birthday is on Thursday, October 7th. We will be going up to his "place" around 6:00pm to share some beers with him and then out to grab a bite with friends and family afterwards. Everybody is welcome, hope to see you there!
Keith
CA USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 at 21:00:04 (PDT)

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Visiting this site is always a new adventure. Paul's memory has truly inspired warm and endearing thoughts from all who have shared. Mark and I have enjoyed reading all the letters to Parker and think back about all our beautiful rememberances of Paul. Love Aunt Michele and Uncle Mark
Michele and Mark Pellow <Shellpell380@cox.net>
Lake Forest, CA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 at 21:58:30 (PDT)

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Hi everybody. I just got back from two weeks in Peru. I was supposed to go on this trip in June, but when Paul got hurt I postponed it until September. I've been looking forward to going all summer, because people say that in Machu Picchu you feel an incredible sense of spiritual energy and peace, so much so that your hair stands on end. Ever since Paul died I've been like a shell, full of anxiety, questioning, and sadness. But, it was an incredible trip, an awakening, and I lost that feeling of Paul being "gone." At one point I was closing my eyes to take in the vastness and power of the mountains that loomed over me and Paul's face appeared so quickly and clearly that I was left short of breath. And, for the first time in months I felt real joy at being able to experience life to its fullest again as well as be connected to the spiritual. I am so grateful! On another note, congratulations Luke and Michelle! I hope you two have a long and happy life together. Love, Shannon
Shannon Curry <ShannonJeanne@hotmail.com>
Newport Coast, CA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 at 10:25:38 (PDT)

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Hey Paulie! I can't believe you are not going to be at our Wedding. Luke and I are really going to miss having you there!!! If it wasn't for you, we would not be getting married in a week. Love you!
Michelle
USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 at 15:49:49 (PDT)

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Thank you to all the family and friends who contributed to Parker's book - it means SO MUCH to us that you took the time to tell him something special about his Uncle Paul. I am sending it to the book binding company on Thursday (the 23rd) - there were a handful of people who emailed me saying they wanted to add a story but I never received them, so if you can email it by Thursday - I would love to include it! We received a little over 40 stories in all and although we know many of you will be in our lives to personally share these stories with Parker (and many other stories!), it's such an awesome treasure for him to have! Thanks again! We miss you Paulie!
Jen Awad <jenawad@sbcglobal.net>
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 at 21:49:31 (PDT)

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We have also finished the picture DVD of Paul. We are burning the copies and making the label covers this week and then they will be sent out. Thank you to everyone who sent pictures they had of Paul - we added 3 more songs with all the pictures we received! We also made a CD of the songs from the video and some other "Paul" songs, so if there is a song that reminds you of Paul, let us know and we will add it! Thanks again to everyone for your help! Think Paul!
Jen and Keith Awad
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 at 21:42:00 (PDT)

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This morning while I was at Mass, celebrating the three month anniversary of Paul's new life, I thought of how my journey through pain, surrender and acceptance has arrived in a total state of peace. During this time I learned so much from all of you; lessons on love, friendship, honor, trust and most important, how to believe. Your spirituality is evident in your actions and kindness to one another. Life goes on, so now I pray for you to grab on to your life and to live it to the fullest. The one point you have all shared is that Paul, with all his imperfections, celebrated life and lived every minute of his short journey. His death, or the way he died is nothing for any of us to focus on, it was only a vehicle to bring him into his new birth or life. I smile when I think of his freed spirit, happy, with out a care, living with gusto. Thank you for giving me the sweetest gift of all, your memories of my son. You have introduced me to Paul through your eyes; what a treat. You have opened my heart to heal. Please come by or call me; I want to know what you are up to and how you are getting along. (h) 949-720-9094 (c) 714-272-9442 or jeannieawad@adelphia.com Love you, Jeannie
Jeannie Awad - Morgan <jmorgan@coldwellbanker.com>
Corona del Mar, CA USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 at 16:16:11 (PDT)

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We will do something on Sunday the 12th, just not sure what time yet. I will post here when we reach an agreement (hopefully this evening) Hope everyone is doing well
Keith
CA USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 at 09:04:09 (PDT)

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I miss you so much Paul! Happy September end of summer. This was a hard weekend for me, I went by Cabo Cantina right up the street from your old pad, i hadn't been back there since being with you! I saw Chad we reminiced about you and the time, you left me with a huge tab, that somehow got swept under the rug,HMMMM??? Chad gave me some pics of you that I had taken several months ago! I miss you... Jen are you having a dinner at Paul's Place this 12th? Let me know.. I would love to see you all! My heart to all of you. Think Paul and smile... Love always tilley
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Tuesday, September 07, 2004 at 14:59:19 (PDT)

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I have met a few of Pauls friends while living in Newport but it seems we were always with my friends. You all seem amazing! What a gift he had in his circle. Anyway, I'd love to see a "Paul Party" come together....any takers?? Let's throw out some ideas. I'd like to meet some of the other people what Pauly left a lifelong hug on!
Cathy <chattaycathay@aol.com>
las vegas, nv USA - Monday, September 06, 2004 at 13:48:01 (PDT)

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SO ITS SATURDAY AND I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT PAUL ON SATURDAYS BECAUSE THAT IS THE DAY HE PASSED. I ALWYAS THINK I SHOULD GO SEE HIM ON SAT BUT NEVER DO. I ALWAYS DRIVE BY PACIFIC VIEW AND THINK I SHOULD STOP BUT NEVER DO. WHY? I ASK MYSELF LATER. I GUESS BECAUSE THOSE AREN'T THE ONLY TIMES I THINK ABOUT HIM OR SEE HIM. I'VE LOST BOTH MY GRANDPARENTS, WHICH FOR THOSE OF YOU KNOW, WERE VERY CLOSE TO ME AND I NEVER STOP TO THINK ABOUT THEM AS MUCH AS PAUL.MAYBE BECAUSE WE HAD A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP AND I NEVER HAD THAT CHANCE TO LET HIM KNOW I REALLY DID CARE FOR HIM AS A FRIEND. ANYWAYS, I THINK ABOUT YOU TONS PAUL. I SWEAR YOU ARE STILL LINGERING AROUND HERE SOME DAYS. ITS OKAY WITH ME, ACTUALLY IT MAKES US LAUGH AND SMILE MOST OF THE TIMES.DON'T BE MAD BUT THIS THANKSGIVING, I'M GOING TO RUN THE KITCHEN. CHEF- BOY-OUR-PAUL! HEHEHE KEL
KELLY <kpiercey@cox.net>
newport beach, CA USA - Saturday, September 04, 2004 at 13:10:00 (PDT)

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Paul the last few days I have needed your advice more than ever. I miss being able to confide in you and your admirable ways of life. I have been packing for a week and am a bit hesitant to move. The last few times we hung out we were in this house. You cooked dinner for me at the pool where we spent the night drinking wine and talking about life. I miss that so much! I guess just knowing that you've set foot in this house makes me want to stay, for you are no longer here to help me settle in a foreign place I will soon be calling home. Promise me that no matter where I go that that I will still feel your presence. I miss you and love you for all of my life.
Lizzie
USA - Friday, September 03, 2004 at 03:18:41 (PDT)

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Pauli, We are headed to the river again and Jen and I willl miss playing trivial pursuit with you. We will definitely have a toast to you while we are there knowing you will be watching the fun from above. Miss you.
tisi <twardell@ocde.us>
CDM, CA USA - Thursday, September 02, 2004 at 15:05:00 (PDT)

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Paulie - It was this time a year ago you, Tisi and me headed out to the river to meet up with the rest of the gang...I was pregnant and you felt Parker move for the first time and went CRAZY!!! Of course, like always, you made that trip "memorable" to say the least!!! We' miss you so much Paul - we will have a Roadraper for you!!! Love you!
Jen Awad <jenawad@sbcglobal.net>
USA - Thursday, September 02, 2004 at 14:04:51 (PDT)

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I miss Paul. I miss playing softball with him and we were going to make at least one fishing trip together this summer... I miss taking him flying and his almost daily phonecalls. I miss my little brother!
Mark Awad <mawad@transpactechnology.com>
Dana Point, CA USA - Thursday, September 02, 2004 at 09:33:54 (PDT)

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Hi to all, I'm overwhelmed at the amazing response to Pauls web. What love and tender rememberance of my son. I am so happy and so proud of all of you. Will you help me, please. I need all you addresses, e-mail and phone numbers. I'm sending out thank yous and I want all of you to have one. If you have info on other of Pauls friends I would realy like to have all. Cara sent me some of the information but I know that it's just the tip of the iceberg. If you stop by my home it will be a joyfull surprise. God love you all, Jeannie
Jeannie Awad - Morgan (Mom) <jmorgan@coldwellbanker.com>
Corona del Mar, CA USA - Wednesday, September 01, 2004 at 21:25:54 (PDT)

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what a year paul- what a couple of last months. i think about you so much while driving, sometimes i tear up for no reason there than you are in my thoughts. thank you for watching over elle, can you believe she's going to be one! wow, i know you will be with us for that special day. matt misses you too. he's busy with work as usual but almost every night he mentions you.i know he really missed you on luke's bachlor party.okay, well just needed to talk so i'll catch ya later. kel
kel <kpiercey@cox.net>
newport beach, ca USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 at 19:16:08 (PDT)

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Has anyone seen Paul's new bike? He just got it in May and it must be somewhere! Please let me know if you have any info on it. Thanks
Keith
USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 at 16:02:36 (PDT)

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Paul, I was just checking out the site and looking at pictures of you and it made me think how much you are missed. I think about you often and miss seeing your smile but I know you are up above looking down on us all and smiling to know how much of an impact you had on people. Dude, you are so popular!
tisi wardell <twardell@ocde.us>
Corona Del Mar, CA USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 at 14:47:35 (PDT)

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I am starting to feel like you are wanting me to live my normal life again becasue although I think of you every moment I don't feel you around like I did the first month. I know you want me to be happy and I will but promise you won't stop visiting me from time to time okay Pauly...p.s. Rick (your tattoo artist) called me back and would like to set up an appointmen. I asked your brother for his number because i know that he just recently saw him and thought that it would mean more to get your initials done on me by him...remember when i went with you to get that green little monster thingy on you arm i was also there when you got the one that looks like your skin is torn and underneath it looks like you were bulit like a machine...lol that was so much fun. I want to see if Rick will recognize me without me trying to explain which girl (as in friend) of yours i was LOL. Love you Miss you and like Shannon I try to honor you and your spirit each day! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox P.S. To Jen and to anyone who would like to talk please feel free to e mail me at lizcarey@walla.com(finally my e mail is working again)
Lizzie <lizcarey@walla.com>
Newport-Coast, ca USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 at 19:31:11 (PDT)

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Oh My Goodness Paulie! Us girls had a blast out on the town on Saturday night. The friendships that have been made are such a blessing, Jen and I definetly chatted about you and I know you saw me on sunday and I told you all about how thankful I am to be apart or your family's life! I just wanted to make them know it too! Littlefoot you would have been proud the girls were total champs on saturday night, I saw places that I hadn't been to since I was with you and we actually didn't get kicked out of Muldon's haha.. love you Littlefoot
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 at 11:29:14 (PDT)

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I had no idea how much my life would change in just a few short days last June when I found out about Paul. Now, I find myself trying to honor him every day of my life, with every choice I make. I am always thinking, is this really important? What would Paul do? His spirit, friendship, and sense of adventure is such an inspiration to me. Right now I'm applying to graduate schools. It's so competetive and it seems so all-important when you're in the middle of it. I think, God, I would really love to go to school in Hawaii for the next six years... but if I get into UCLA I have to go there because it's the most prestigious. Then I think, would Paul have really cared which school is most "prestigious?" No way. He would have spent six awesome years in Hawaii and had the time of his life. I promise Paul, I will have the most fun I can and suck everything out of this life. The day I get get that degree, the day I get married, the day I have my first child, I will think of you and appreciate all these things a million times over because of you. Thank you, Paul. I miss you and love you but I will honor you every day!
Shannon Curry <ShannonJeanne@hotmail.com>
Newport Coast, CA USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 at 19:29:49 (PDT)

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Each-day-I-look-at-this-photo-album-I-am-reminded-of-how-busy-our-Paul-must-have-been.Just-look-at-how-many-friends-he-atteneded-to.I-can't-think-of-a-time-when-I-needed-him-that-he-wasn't-there.And-I-would-bet-that-all-of-you-could-say-the-same-.I-think-of-him-constantly-and-always-will.-He-is-the-love-of-many-lives-and-will-always-be-our-shining-star.I-love-you-angel!
Lizzie
Newport_Coast, CA USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 at 15:00:27 (PDT)

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Forward all photos to Phil for Paul's legacy picture page (page 2). Feel free to send any picture you think Paul would appreciate and add something to the guestbook about the picture. The pictures on there right now are from Paul's service, Parker hanging out in Paul's love sac, Sunday dinner at the Mungos after Paul passed away, Parker's baptism, and a night out last weekend at Muldoons. Think Paul!
Jen and Keith
USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 at 08:13:27 (PDT)

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Paul- We have added a new picture page to your website. It's "the legacy of Paul Awad" and will have pictures of events in our lives that your spirit is a part of. Some pictures are times which we know you would have been major participant, others are pictures of family and friends you have brought together. There will also be pictures of Elle and Parker as they grow older, since you are now their special guardian angel. We miss you Paul!
Jen and Keith
USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 at 07:48:45 (PDT)

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This is a wonderful website! I admire and respect every single one of Paul's friends. Whenever I am online I find myself wandering to his website and becoming inspired by Paul. It's a reminder than hope and faith still exist and someone truly special and loved can live on.
Lauren Morter <laurenmorter@hotmail.com>
Newport, CA USA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 at 11:27:27 (PDT)

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Thinking about you Paul, as always. I am sure Luke really misses you this weekend at his Bachelor Party! You were always a blst to have around! Love you!!!!
Michelle
USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 at 15:58:46 (PDT)

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Thanks Jen... I'll be there!
Lizzie
USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 at 09:36:51 (PDT)

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I miss Paul so much! I also miss all my new friends down in Newport! I have the worst time with my computer to get Jen the story, Paul is messing with me, perhaps scared of some of the stories, I could tell. haha But couldn't all of us. Its PG rated I swear!
Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Valley Village, Ca. USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 at 14:02:16 (PDT)

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Paul, thank you for spending countless cell phone minutes (& those that Neiman Marcus contributed) talking to me about what car to buy. I finally did it a couple of weeks ago. You had said you would go with me (because of course you knew someone), and i really missed you that day. I love you, Paul!
Christen Herold <christenherold@aol.com>
Huntington Harbour, Ca USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 at 20:31:16 (PDT)

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Sorry for the short notice - we just thought about it that day to put it on the website. You can pretty much plan on us having dinner "with Paul" on the 12th of every month. Next time we will give a reminder a few days ahead of time though!
Jen Awad
USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 at 10:05:41 (PDT)

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Jen And Keith I am so sad that I didn't see that post on time. I would have met with you two... three... in a heartbeat. I did however manage to make it up there to hang out with him earlier that day. They finally took my rocks away. I was beginning to feel embarrased that there were so many of them up there at once. Anyway, whenever you guys decide to do that again whether it be on a random night, or on a special PAUL occasion ... please count me in!!! I'm pretty sure Jen has my number. PS- Yesterday I drove through the intersection and slapped on another "Think Paul" sticker, but like the first one I didn't have enough time at the light to pull the paper part off... anyone please feel free to "help with the assist" (as my brother had said in a conversation we had the first time I tried)!
Lizzie
Newport Coast, CA USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 at 13:04:17 (PDT)

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Our house has been WAY too quiet without you around these past 2 months...even with Parker's newly discovered ability to yell. I miss your laughter and smile brightening things up! I miss you Paul!
Jen Awad
Costa Mesa, USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 11:17:37 (PDT)

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Today (Thursday 8/12) is 2 months without Paul. Jen and I are going to grab some take-out (pizza or something) and meet at his grave site at 6:15pm or so. Anyone is welcome to join us.
Keith Awad
CA USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 10:12:19 (PDT)

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I only got the opportunity to hang out with Paul a handful of times, but those few times were filled with laughter and smiles. I remember spending time with Paul harrasing a bachelorette party in Laughlin, he always lived life to the fullest. Even though I heard too late to join the funeral, I can see from this site that he was loved by many. His physical presence will be missed, but we all know he is always with us. Live on Paul. My love goes out to the Awad family.
Michael Curry <akamike28@hotmail.com>
Pasadena, CA USA - Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 22:18:24 (PDT)

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Seeing these pictures and videos has been so good for me. I really wanted to see paul's smile and him having fun, it helps to have those images in my mind. I miss him so much and can't believe i won't get to see him be silly again. I will send viseos of the time he spent living in LA. All my love goes out to his mom and dad and brothers and their families. Still thinking of Paul everyday. sasha
sasha veneziano <sashasal@aol.com>
los angeles, ca USA - Thursday, August 05, 2004 at 19:03:24 (PDT)

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I was so blessed to have Paul in my life. He was so special to me. I miss him so much. He was a great friend with a huge heart. I love you Paul......
Adele <adele1025>
Costa Mesa, USA - Tuesday, August 03, 2004 at 07:14:07 (PDT)

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While I never knew Paul, I love Jen and Keith and it hurts me to know they're hurting. I justed wanted you both to know that I'm thinking about you. Justin
Justin <justinwasserman@hotmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, August 03, 2004 at 07:11:46 (PDT)

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Oh, I almost forgot! Has anyone ever heard of a yellow ladybug??? I was at Paul's grave site last week with a little notebook and just as I was writing that "90% of the time my heart hurts"... a yellow lady bug flew over and landed on my knee (totally distracting me) I let it crawl onto my hand, brought real close to my face, looked at it and said, "Pauly? Is that you?" I felt a little strange talking to a lady bug but something told me that it was him telling me to "Live Strong."
Lizzie
Newport Coast, Ca USA - Monday, August 02, 2004 at 15:42:52 (PDT)

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Jen! I don't have your e-mail address so I hope you see this...I have a few extra of the Think Paul" stickers... and I am waiting on my friend to get back into town so I can get more of them made!!! -Liz
Liz
USA - Monday, August 02, 2004 at 15:22:04 (PDT)

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We used to visit our California cousins often when we were young, and that is how I remember my baby cousin Paul - bratting around with my baby brother Ramsey, giving us hell, wreaking havoc and getting away with it because they were both so damned cute. From the sounds of it, Paul was still working his charm right up until the end. I wish I knew the adult Paul, and I send my condolences to all of you who did know him and lost him.
Nadia Awad Moukli <nadia@moukli.com>
London, UK - Sunday, August 01, 2004 at 11:40:23 (PDT)

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What a wonderful tribute to a very Special young man who was truly blessed to have this kind of love from his family and so many friends.
Carol <carolmcginnis@earthlink.net>
Mission Viejo, Ca USA - Sunday, August 01, 2004 at 10:10:43 (PDT)

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(1980's) My memories of Paul are those of his youth. Once a year my family would drive from green Oregon to Golden California. Paulie Wog was what we called him in those days. We would spend most of the day swimming, either in the pool or at the beach. I cherish tose times spent with my cousins growing up. One Love and best wishes to all who new Paul especially the family. Hi Keith, Mark, Uncle Ed Aunt Jennie, Ryan, Lindsey and Aunt Michelle
Stephen Mildrexler <smildrex@netscape.net>
Eugene, OR USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 at 11:00:54 (PDT)

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Phil, this site is awesome. I miss Paul's smiling face walking in the door at Jen's and hearing his phone ring a thousand times while he was there. So many people loved him and miss him, including me. Paul your memory is definitely alive in all of us. Miss you!
Tisi Wardell <tisirose@earthlink.net>
Corona Del Mar, CA USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 at 07:33:23 (PDT)

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Does anyone have any extra Think Paul stickers? I need one for my stroller...and I have had a lot of "aunties" and "uncles" ask about them too. Please email my mom if you have some extra or know where I can get some made up. Thanks! p.s. I miss my Uncle Paul doing "blast off" with me and making me laugh!
Parker <jenawad@sbcglobal.net>
Costa Mesa, USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 at 18:23:34 (PDT)

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I MISS BEING AT JEN & KEITH'S HOUSE AND PAUL WALKING IN...I MISS KEITH & PAUL TOGETHER, NOW THAT WAS A SPECIAL BOND.
LINDA
USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 at 13:50:56 (PDT)

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I MISS PAUL!
Keith
USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 at 14:16:09 (PDT)

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So many everlasting memories, that it is hard to think of one imparticular. Some things are better left unsaid. Miss You Paul Michael Bell
Michael Bell <mike@landmarkequities.com>
Corona del Mar, CA USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 at 13:05:44 (PDT)

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What a special site. I'm thinking of my cousin right now and it is so nice to see his smiling face. We miss you paul!Love L+C
Laura & Chris Frick <cfrickinc@yahoo.com>
Portland, Or USA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 at 19:11:41 (PDT)

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Phil, this is a beautiful tribute to Paul and we are so fortunate to all have such glorious memories of Paul. I am sure Paul is showing this website off to every girl up above!---Welcome to the "A" group Paul...
Cara Mungo <cara_mungo@neimanmarcus.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 at 12:47:14 (PDT)

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Hi everyone! I am so happy to see that "Phil piece" a.k.a. our computer genius has put up a website for our Pauly! I have been to Paul's grave site almost every Sunday and if I can't make it on Sunday I go during the week!!! Today I took my father up there and could tell right away when I suggested that we go to the cemetary that he was a little uneasy about going but went along anyway. His son Jimmy(my half brother) died at a very young age as well. He hasn't been up there since, so it meant a lot to me that he would go for Paul and Jerome. He said a prayer and told them to watch over me... I told my father that I know they already have been... especially Paul! I have woken up several times and have felt his presence. I even woke up one morning saying "what are you doing?" thinking that Paul was in my kitchen making breakfast. And any time I talk about how he messes with me, I spill something or trip on my own two feet!!! I guess I just wanted to thank him for watching over me. I feel you near Pauly- I miss you so! Please keep watching over me! xoxo - Liz P.s. I sent Phil piece the letter I taped to your casket so that it could be read. I love you I love you I love you!
Lizzie
USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 19:44:51 (PDT)

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Paul, you know I think about you tons. But really we had some funny times. Movies, dinners, drives, just talking about nothing for hours. Though we got on each other nerves we always agreed on not agreeing. Thanks for driving to my baptism... I still don't beleive that you showered that day! I love you and always will.
Jessica Edmondson <jedmondson27@aol.com>
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 17:50:13 (PDT)

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Paul I will cherish the good times. It is a shame but its great we have this site to remember you by.
Austin Daly <austindaly@sbcglobal.net>
Cardiff , Ca USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 17:18:49 (PDT)

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What a great website! We all sat around the computer reading stories, seeing pictures, and reading fun comments. Thanks for the memories that are so fond to our hearts. We'll love you forever Paul.
Michele Pellow <Shellpell380@cox.net>
Lake Forest, CA USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 15:53:27 (PDT)

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Phil, this is a great site. I knew Paul through dating Linda Herold and Jen and Keith. I gave Paul one golf lesson and not sure how much he improved, but we had a great time. Wish he was around for more. Mark
Mark Phelps <mphelps@golftec.com>
Irvine, CA USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 10:35:17 (PDT)

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What a flower picked too early....."Everyday is Valentine's Day", Pauly, Everyday.......Miss you so much. Thanks for being a star in my sky.
Cathy Lawrence <chattaycathay@aol.com>
Las Vegas, Nv. USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 09:17:50 (PDT)

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Hey Paulie ~ We miss you so much!!! Thanks for being you. Love You Forever, Michelle
Michelle <mshells@earthlink.net>
Balboa Island, Ca USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 08:12:40 (PDT)

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Glad there's a website dedicated to Paul ... and thanks for posting the video; I will try to get it done sometime soon. >Paul- You have inspired me more than you know. Thanks for being such a great friend and roommate... and thanks for just being yourself. We will all miss you for as long as we live.
Jeff McCoy <Jeff@mccoyfilm.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 21:29:00 (PDT)

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Where do i begin? Thanks Phil for helping us all have a place to go and talk about Paul. I will never forget the best thing(maybe the only thing) i learned from Paul, its okay to have more than one dream and to follow all of them. MISS YOU TONS PAUL! kel
kelly piercey <kpiercey@cox.net>
newport beach, ca USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 13:42:15 (PDT)

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Phil, what an incredible dedication to Paul and a damn good one at that! Not a day goes by that I don't think of him or remember a story and it always makes me laugh and cry at the same time. Paul always did say I could never decide on a emotion. The other day I was at the supermarket just getting the basics, as I was checking the prices of cheese, where I saw Tillamook cheese (Paul's Nickname for me, why still don't know) and it was the cheapest one there compared to all the others and how expensive cheese is right now. I picked up the phone to call Paul.....PAUSE. Realizing I couldn't speak to him in the way I would of liked to, I bought 4 blocks of Tillamook cheese, more than needed. Paul you have touched so many in this world and the most beautiful part is you still do everyday. I love you forever. In peace my Littlefoot (my nickname for Paul) and in my heart always. Love Tilley
Nicole Tilley <Tilleytime@aol.com>
Hollywood, Ca. USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 13:34:02 (PDT)

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Thanks Phil, Paul, I miss you brother, everyday we hung out was a blast, never a dull moment. Keep an eye on Elle for me. Love ya.
Matt Piercey <mattpierceman@yahoo.com>
NEWPORT BEACH, ca USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 13:28:06 (PDT)

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Great job on the site Phil. Any photo of Paul brings a smile to my face. Many great memories. Paul will never be forgotten. Love ya Paulie P.
Dana Mesenbrink <dana.mesenbrink@quiksilver.com>
Newport Beach, CA USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 13:06:03 (PDT)

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What a great tribute to Paul! I was lucky enough to work with him at Riviera magazine where his creative spirit will be missed. We were excited to have Paul shooting for us because HE was ALWAYS so excited! I think he called me five times in a row one afternoon, updating me on his quest to find the perfect little girl needed for a particular photo shoot. HAHA. It was a lot of fun, and frankly, a rarity in this field to find someone with so much passion—and talent.
Gillian Flynn <gflynn@modernluxury.com>
USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 13:03:21 (PDT)

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Paul has always been such a good friend. He is missed soooooo much. Paul I will never forget you! love you always
Heather Jones <hjones00@msn.com>
newport beach, ca USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 at 00:53:56 (PDT)

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Thanks for doing this Phil! Camille and I are touched by the efforts you've put forth to help ensure that we remember Paul as a light in our lives. Peace, Mark
Mark and Camille Awad <mawad@transpactechnology.com>
Dana Point, CA USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 at 17:34:50 (PDT)

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Awesome Phil....Thank you for doing this, it's such a great way to keep Paul alive in all of us..I know for my sister Jennifer it's a wonderful tool for her to keep connected to Paul and to teach Parker what an amazing uncle he had..Hugs--Linda
Linda Herold <linda@carnoustiesportswear.com>
Irvine, Ca USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 at 12:13:59 (PDT)

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Thank you for all your guest book entries and the kind words...keep them coming! Don't hesitate to send me your stories, memories, pictures, etc. and I'll add them to the site.
Phil <info@digimead.com>
- Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 22:01:40 (PDT)

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Hi Phil; Your precious gift of Pauls very own web site has brought joy to my heart. You're a true and loving friend, Phil. If Paul can live in our memories then he has not gone far. Love, Mom
Jeannie Awad Morgan <jmorgan@coldwellbanker.com>
Corona del Mar, CA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 21:55:32 (PDT)

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Here's a Think Paul story... yesterday I got in my car after school and I put my key in the ignition. My alarm started going off, weird. So I pulled the key out and turned the alarm off by hitting the unlock, but the alarm light was still flashing. It flashed whether the car was locked or unlocked and everytime I put the key in the ignition, the alarm would go off. I called Keith, not happy, and explained it to him. Obviously, he couldn't help me and in the meantime I was trapped in my car because the alarm would go off if I opened the door - and it was frickin' hot inside my car. Keith text messaged me and said "I think Paul is playing a trick on you" - right after that, the light went off and I tried the key again and my car started. You got me Paul!
Jen Awad
USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 21:34:20 (PDT)

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Hey Phil- You're awesome for doing this. PAUL- I miss you so much!!! I love you!!! I hope you can see how important you are to us!
Shannon Curry <ShannonJeanne@hotmail.com>
Newport Coast, CA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 17:44:05 (PDT)

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Paul would be very happy with the site...good work Phil!!! Parker starting jumping up and down when I showed him Paul's picture on the homepage - so I think he likes it too!!!!
Jen <jenawad@sbcglobal.net>
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 15:41:10 (PDT)

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Thanks to Phil for setting this site up! You did a great job.
Keith <Keithawad@sbcglobal.net>
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 09:53:09 (PDT)

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Hey Paulie, I miss you bro. Check it out, your own site...niiice!
Phil <info@digimead.com>
- Monday, July 12, 2004 at 22:18:39 (PDT)

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